
It is now 2 am in the morning. I will get up and go to church in a few hours and I don't have any particular church that I am scheduled to be with. This is not a good thing for a missionary. I should be scheduled somewhere and raising money to return to Ecuador. That is what I want to do.
Raising funds is not what most missionaries like doing. I actually like preaching, teaching, being with people. I just don't like the hours of phone calls trying to book a service. I don't think we are suppose to talk about such things out loud. Missionaries are suppose to be positive and have the ability to overcome whatever comes their way with Christ's help. I agree with all the things that I am suppose to be and do. We have been living and overcoming the many things that try to mess our family up. I just don't like calling and talking to answer machines.
I need to wrap up my fund raising and get to work again. Can I say that I am grateful to all the churches and indivduals who have over the years sacrificed something in their own lives so we could work and be well equipped in Ecuador. I love these people and pray for them. Some of these people are family members, some are very close friends, some of you, I barely know, but you are faithful. Thank you for your support, help, and prayers. We will do our best to finish the fund raising and get back to the work we have been called to do.
Forgive me if it seems that I am complaining. I have been asked time and again to be honest and tell us what it is really like to be a missionary. I think I will try to be as honest as I can be with out complaining.
Bless you all. May you sleep well tonight. I will try to sleep in a few minutes and may most of your answer machines/ voice mails break down and cause you to ignore the phone completely or take the other option and answer the phone.
Mike